What you mean to me

When feelings are pure, I  need not place those under the bounds of societal expections. I feel what I feel when I feel it.

Wait feels like eternal and very rarely opportunities arise, when I pursue pure emotions. I need to commit to the idea of relinquishing the absolute control desired.

Pure feelings and emotions never get corroded over time but instead grow. Perhaps I will doubt the intention of not trying harder. Perhaps I wonder about the roads not being taken. In the end I can only control so much, God’s grace and will prevail over everything. Nothing can beat it. I think each day about what could have been about the efforts that didn’t go the way I desired them to.

I started seeing beauty even in a helpless situation when I feel for the person on a different level. I just want to spend, extend  the time with that person.

All I can offer sincerely is my time, I will ever be grateful for the forces of the universe that made our unity and bond stronger over the years.

I am ready to take the shape and structure of the entity you want me to be mentally, emotionally and spiritually.I take absolute pride and joy in it. As I write this blog my heart is racing for only the things it knows.My words flow endlessly as the cold night grips over.

I know my life was, is and will be a result of endless teasing of luck and fate. I envy the ignorant people who are on the better side of luck and fate without realising the value of someone they have in their life.

I pray to God to bless me with the mental fortitude to continue to wish, hope and love the Person unconditionally. It’s a great privilege and honour to be part of your life journey with such intensity.

There won’t be a more apt end to this blog other than saying

I love you and continue to do so.

Until I write again, take care