Happiness comes in many forms, it can be spending time with friends, family and loved ones. It is a state of mind that gets originated without much effort and Environmental parameters does not affect it much. You can get this state even in places where it is difficult to focus without wondering the criticalities of life given the best of the company around.
Be thankful when your stars align because a plethora of events need to be coordinated to make it happen by the universe. You are richer than you think if you find a connection that can transcend beliefs and rituals because then it becomes the truthful trust. When the happiness can not be explained in simple words then it becomes euphoria, a sweet few in a lifetime bliss that can keep you going for the things do really matter. As happiness God also comes in different forms, I experienced this in a place where I went for the first time ever. It is surreal.
Thanks to the capabilities of mind, that helps to think – create various scenarios and build up the version of a happier life. When you are genuinely happy then everyday things do not scare you. You will have the blessing to enjoy the soulful music even in a dangerously fast-moving vehicle. Although a movie, piano playing scene while Titanic is being sunk comes to mind here. It is a beautiful thing but difficult to maintain.
Just when to get a glimpse of this euphoria, the time takes control and start running faster than ever. Hours feel like minutes. You will do everything in your capacity to delay it as long as possible.
Like most of our efforts this one also goes in vain an for sure because trying to race against time is indeed challenging. You pray to God to make the time stop and let the euphoria of true intentions prolong. God cannot grant all the wishes we ask, so comes the cousin of euphoria “Desolation”.
Like in trance music waves crash right after they hit the peak, this signifies that every beautiful things like euphoria must come to an end sooner that we like, this starts something on a different scale altogether. Sudden emptiness of the happiness you recently felt within quite a minimal amount of time can be excruciating. Again life happens between these phases. If you can understand the desolation and euphoria are part of one another then you are halfway ahead of others in living meaningful life.
Batting the desolation with confidence and a smile takes the entire gut power you have because it is all inside and cannot be easily shown out without getting ridiculed or judged by. Being in a constant state of awareness and accepting the reality of fate and luck can help to some extent. Strange but true.
When you are certain of entering the state of desolation then make sure you enter it with the euphoria that backed it up. Then at lest you get some tail end of remnant happiness for the ride.
I keep exploring in silence as it helps me to feel things which can’t be talked out loud. Euphoria, Silence and Desolation are part of my life.
I got to experience all of these today itself, what a beautiful journey it has been. Promises are not worthy if those are not time an stress tested. I made few such promises and I intend to keep those as long as I am sane. Words cannot do justice to the maze of feelings nevertheless it doesn’t hurt to try.
So think, feel and accept the reality as it comes. Then it will be a life well spent.
Until I write again, Take care.
Journey of the thousand words 
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